New Year's Resolution

Every year I make a New Year's resolution, every year it's the same generic thing and every year I fail at it.  I'm okay with that.  My resolution every year is to lose weight or exercise more or eat better or some derivation of me getting fit.  It never, ever happens and I don't care anymore.

I've always made my resolution on the premise that I need to have one that people will "get".  Not this year. This year I have a new resolution that I'm promising myself I'm going to stick to.  This year I'm doing this for myself and no one else.

This year I'm going to be me.  

This might sound dumb or vague or whatever but I don't care.  I've spent the last few years of my life trying to conform to what I think everyone else wants me to be.  It has been a rough few years especially because not everyone wants the same thing for you.  I've finally realized that the only way for me to be happy is to be myself.  And honestly I actually don't know who I am so this is going to be a long process.  I'm probably going to want to give up and take the "easy" way out and go back to doing what I've been doing for the past 4 or so years but I'm going to do my best not to.

I'm going to figure out who the real Hannah is and I'm going to be her.  

I hope you all have meaningful resolutions this year.  Happy Wednesday and Happy New Year!